Seeds of Peace

  • I came across the pair of shoes that I wore down the aisle. They were tucked in a keepsake box, along with our vows from that day, inside my Pa’s old hope chest that now serves as our coffee table. Those shoes are other — other than anything I’ve worn…

    Continue reading →: Day 9: Shoes
  • “Please, Momma, can I go bury this?” she asks with a pumpkin seed closed into her fist.  “Where?” I respond with a question, buying myself time to think of ways to say no.  My sweet girl has an interest in seeds becoming plants, but  we’ve lived in apartments for so…

    Continue reading →: Day 8: Dirt
  • My hair brush was my first counselor. That make-shift microphone was the one to whom I sang all my heart’s first songs.  With her, I could try getting loud and unselfconscious. I could work out being scared, and mad that I’m scared, while belting “I’m Just A Girl;” I noticed…

    Continue reading →: Day 7: Music
  • Frost. It’s March 2nd and it was a high of 79 degrees fahrenheit today in Orlando. I feel like I’m basically a Florida girl now, but Aubrey reminded me that, even if we were in Georgia, we still wouldn’t have much cause to write about frost. My mother-in-law suggested Frozen,…

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  • I often think that so much of growing up is just learning to tolerate life’s discomforts. We have come up with elaborate procedures needed to take medicine that tastes bad (honey spoon + medicine + immediately followed by another honey spoon, if you’re interested); we have offered lollipops for hair…

    Continue reading →: Day 5: Hair
  • We went tonight to the Rivers of Light show at Animal Kingdom for the first time since being gifted season passes. We had attempted to go one other time, but decided to leave early as a natural consequence of some non-cooperation from one of our little loves.  After a little…

    Continue reading →: Day 4: Water
  • We may go through another season when we use Ikea or Goodwill dishes and that would be okay. For now, I’m enjoying these —gifted right at the start of our journey together — and teaching me that what’s important can be preserved with a little effort and a lot of…

    Continue reading →: Day 3: Dishes
  • At the bottom of my laundry basket, there is usually a layer of things that simply go unwashed: sometimes for months…entire seasons of the year. Sometimes it’ll be a spare set of sheets that won’t get washed until the next company is due to arrive, or unseasonable clothes that I…

    Continue reading →: Day 2: Laundry
  • I turned out okay. Poptarts and Little Debbies didn’t ruin me and, come to think of it, I wasn’t ever ruined at all. Even things less than ideal, painful as some were and even are, did not undo me. They made me.

    Continue reading →: Day 1: Breakfast
  • No Matter How You Feel

    “I love you no matter how you feel,” I tell her as she backs herself against the wall, panic in her eyes as her emotions overwhelm her. I’m familiar with that panicky feeling— not only because I’m currently walking alongside my second highly sensitive daughter through toddlerhood, but also because…

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