Seeds of Peace

  • It’s as if we were living in a house and it burned to the ground. I’m not sure I ever stopped to make a list of what was left in the house, of what we lost. We moved into a new house, fully furnished — it was easier just to…

    Continue reading →: Vapor and Ashes
  • “I don’t like that,” she said as her eyes graze over the food, then turned straight back around to march out of the room.  “I don’t need a treat,” she adds from her bedroom. My husband and I exchange looks of unsurprised displeasure tinged with resignation. Despite meals being the…

    Continue reading →: Day 29: Dinner
  • The sense of wonder and expectation has been slowly growing in my gut as the weeks have passed. Maybe we’ll all look  back at this time and begin to describe stages of grief in a global pandemic: from disbelief to shock to anger to action. Or, at least that’s been…

    Continue reading →: Day 28: text
  • :: an ambivalent haiku:: Oh, television My hero, my nemesis God’s gift to steward

    Continue reading →: Day 27: TV
  • “Today was not a good day,” I darkly greeted my husband as he entered our apartment and took in the scene. I laid on the couch while the kids had some screen time in our bedroom. My struggle with anxiety and maintaining my mental health had taken a more prominent…

    Continue reading →: 5 Ways My Husband Supports My Mental Health, A Family Life Guest Post
  • I change out of pajamas and into “workout clothes,” grab my hat since the sun already sits high in the sky, and check with Aubrey to see if it’s alright if I go for a quick walk. I slip on my tennishoes, grab my phone and earbuds, and step quickly…

    Continue reading →: Day 26: Walk
  •     There’s this strange phenomenon where my kids prefer food off of my plate more than their own.          And a friend’s toys are usually much more fascinating than the ones overflowing from bins in their own room. How is it that we seem to be hardwired to be discontent with…

    Continue reading →: Day 25: Toys
  • When we lived in Asia, we would head south to Thailand around Lunar New Year. Where we were, everything shuts down and it is cold and dreary so it was a perfect opportunity to let our souls thaw out with friends, food, and SUN! We would often be gone for…

    Continue reading →: Day 24: Lotion
  • Typical of little people, my children have both believed in the power of a Band-aid. Not just for broken skin, band-aids are requested for all kinds of boo-boos. Bug bites, scratches, or burns, and bruises, soreness, or bumps — the act of adding a bandage has magical powers to soothe.…

    Continue reading →: Day 23: Band-aid
  • As a person who delights in partaking of interesting and delicious food and drink, my qualm with lunch has been that it usually feels like simply a means to an end. When you’re short on time and/or money, lunch becomes merely about  filling our bellies until dinner, when the slightly…

    Continue reading →: Day 22: Lunch